I just wanted to share this:
Scorpio: At the moment for you there is safety and security in numbers. You dont want to fly solo or be part of a claustrophobic twosome. You should be able to advance anything you have been focusing strongly on now. You have a glow of physical energy and the optimism to make it happen. Just remember to take your time about what you hope to accomplish. Although solid progress is possible, the completion of your pet schemes may take time.

Interesting na??? Makes me laugh...coz I guess its almost matching to what I feel. I think its proper coz its better not to push things too far. Or expect too much. Coz it may just hurt or you may end up sulking so better to stay off things. Think less about people around me, concentrate on the kind of work that I get and give it my best shot. Fame will follow soon after...Shucks! How can a great philosopher like me just forget that! Thats the bad part....

Now the good part of all this is that I need to think work, work and work only instead of flirting around to which I know I may not hit the jackpot. It may just be the same thing. Similar to the WWM scenario...cant bend the rules so just be what things are..lets see how things take from here...!

Keep rocking!

Right now am thinking about 'inner peace', 'happiness'...in fact this thought occurred when this morning I was thinking about the satisfaction that you get. Where does it all end? Thing is I was reading a book where the guy becomes a victim of physical torture, his life changes in just a span of six hours. Thats not much! Thats when he thinks when was it that he was actually happy. When did he actually thank God for the peaceful life that he had before what happens to him. Thats when I thought "Man it could actually mean that life can turn topsy turvy without even informing you!" And maybe you have already forgotten to thank Him, about all the things that you have in your life.

I mean imagine people doing what they dont want to do...but have to coz they have no choice. But what about people who already have a choice and can do what they want. Is it then right to still keep on complaining about what is happening in one's life. No matter how hunky dory everything is...but...guess its become a human tendency to keep on complaining about various stuff, without that maybe you just cant breathe only...its like when everythings so fine and all that...you always want to be the one who suffers and suffers.... Maybe thats coz you want to lean on to somebody want somebody to hold your hand and tell you that everything in the world's going to be fine when it infact is fine. Guess thats just an excuse to get through to things.

So have decided that I will not let my life rot, not complain, coz thats not the way to get out of anything. There has to be a very good smile on your face...that just lights up everything and makes you feel deep down inside. So no trying hard to be someone who you dont want to(guess thats y people become even sadder in life) so just be you go ahead and enjoy life! No one's stopping except you yourself!

Have a blast baby!

Today is like my fourth day at work...and am wondering how am I supposed to be feeling today...lost, happy, left out...dont know..but they say patience wins above everything and anything...only if I had that patience. Am trying to take it as each day comes but you know when its like inbuilt in your character you just can't help it. Its like you are just rushing to make yourself noticed. Call it a common human tendency, maybe its there in me and thats something I need to work on.

Besides I took a risk leaving the cocoon of earning a handsome amount and jumping on to learn a new course and join a radio station. Well, I learned the course am also interning with one of the famous radio station...so do things end there...that isnt success. Thats like a baby step taken towards success. And that also means waiting, waiting and more waiting. (I just hope I dont fall asleep!) Though I do feel sleepy at times....but thats that.

Anywayz...will keep you posted hopefully of the developments that take place.

Last night I dreamt of ghosts and goblins...and this was quite funny and a bit eerie...funny coz this friend of mine is a hero who gets involved in helping me solve the whole damn stuff...and eerie coz after I woke up from that dream once I tried to sleep the dream continued (now I dont know if it was me or was it the hand from the 'Above' sources!!!) so then this so called hero...who I was suddenly cozing up to...which was just ridiculous...but thats fine...nywayz just thought to share the same...